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Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Hey i'm going to get another xanga, because this xanga, well it has too many bad memories, well they're not bad persay i just don't like remembering them.


Monday, November 22, 2004

hm... what's new nuttin. It's exam week and i'm just goofing around which isn't good, but i can't help it. I don't know why but i just can't get myself to study it's really sad.... I miss all my old friends and i feel like i'm really growing apart from them. I have to say i miss Tina the most. I don't know why but she the one i always think about. Today for the English exam we had to write about our special friend, well i wrote about my special friend and i chose tina. I miss her a lot. Don't get me wrong i miss my other friends too but i miss her the most.


Sunday, October 31, 2004

New thing: Broke up with Jermyn

 

Don't ask my why cause i don't feeling like telling you. I can't figure out why anymore, and everyone is pissing me off.


Thursday, October 21, 2004

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

hey candy

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I am sorry for just signing out like that

candy says:

it's ok (( Darn it i just can't hold a gruge.))

candy says:

wassup

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

video games ((what's new))

candy says:

having fun?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

yeah

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

what bout u

candy says:

nuttin really

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I didnt expect u 2 b online

candy says:

why?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

u were never on

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I guess that is why

candy says:

that was one time, most of the time i'm on

candy says:

what vidoe game are you playing?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

The Getaway

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

It si a one payer shooting game

candy says:

oh

candy says:

what type of vidoe games do you like?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

action and basketball (( he LOVES basket ball))

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

do u play video games at all?

candy says:

not really

candy says:

do you like oldies music

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

no  (( I've lost all hope of having anything in common with him))

candy says:

why not?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I hat that kind of music

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

let me guess

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

u love it

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

dont have a problem wit u loving that

candy says:

not all just some

candy says:

favorite book

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

dont have one

candy says:

you have one that you really like

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

The Count of Monte Cristo  ( i'll have to read this))

candy says:

what's it about?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Some guy who comes back from adventure at sea and bcos he is captain. The others get jealous and frame him for something.He goes to jail and when he escapes he inherits a fotune and changes his name and takes tricks the people who framed him to give him their money

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

When they find out its too late

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

and he kills them or something like that

candy says:

it sounds interesting

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

it is

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

hold up for just a minute

candy says:

ks

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Sorry

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I got carried away

candy says:

were you playing the game?  

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

yeah ((  he left me his GIRLFRIEND to play vidoe games, yep he loves me -_-))

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

so what r u wearing 2 the party

candy says:

this khakie shirt and some top

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

isnt the khaki shirt a top

candy says:

skirt

candy says:

how long have you know tuyee

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

lyk a year

candy says:

are you close

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

quite

candy says:

who's you're closet friend

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Its not only one person

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

there are three

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Adrian, Nana, Tiffany and Albert

candy says:

you and Nana look cute together

candy says:

are you still playing the game?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

nah

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Gerald just called

candy says:

oh, what'd he say?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

he said hi

candy says:

to me or to you?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

you

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I told him u where online

candy says:

oh

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

my friend want 2 join us

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

can he

candy says:

sure

candy says:

what's his name?

 

 HoTsAUce has been added to the conversation.

 

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

bf

HoTsAUce says:

yea wassup everybody

candy says:

nuttin

HoTsAUce says:

yea jermo

HoTsAUce says:

hmm

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

yeah sup

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Godis this is my best friend

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Baffour

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Bf this is my

candy says:

-_- is it so hard to say

HoTsAUce says:

ur what?

HoTsAUce says:

HoTsAUce says:

so hi

HoTsAUce says:

goddis

candy says:

only one d

candy says:

hey

candy says:

so how did you two meet

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Sorry I had to go see to tha game

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

We were in the same school, second grade

candy says:

you've know each other since the 2nd grade

candy says:

wow

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

is it strange

candy says:

well yeah kinda sort of

candy says:

i don't know any of the ppl i knew in the second grade anymore

candy says:

it just seems like forever ago

HoTsAUce says:

yea

HoTsAUce says:

this guy is ma homie for life

HoTsAUce says:

u know we've been through so much

candy says:

aw

candy says:

that's cute

HoTsAUce says:

but we stright thought

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

yeah we r straight

HoTsAUce says:

yea u know

candy says:

you betta be

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I am dont worry

candy says:

you have no idea how happy i am to hear that

HoTsAUce says:

so hey um unfortunatley someonoe didn't tell me about u

HoTsAUce says:

candy

HoTsAUce says:

is that ur name?

candy says:

no

candy says:

i just really like candy

HoTsAUce says:

but do u mind if i call u candy?

HoTsAUce says:

cool

HoTsAUce says:

so candy

HoTsAUce says:

how did u meet ma bro

candy says:

school

HoTsAUce says:

r u in our grade?

candy says:

nope i'm in the 9th

HoTsAUce says:

oh ok

HoTsAUce says:

so u have never come to my school?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

nah she hasnt

HoTsAUce says:

oh ok

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

godis r u thurr

candy says:

yeah

candy says:

which school are you in

HoTsAUce says:

sos

candy says:

i've been there before

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

the will come 2 our school at the end of the term

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

2 come and play basketball

HoTsAUce says:

yea bball right

HoTsAUce says:

yea yea

HoTsAUce says:

i'm looking forward to that

HoTsAUce says:

but check u know we don't have a court

HoTsAUce says:

so don't be too happy if u beat us ayt

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

dont lie

HoTsAUce says:

seroiusly

HoTsAUce says:

seriously*

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

where did it go

HoTsAUce says:

it's being renovated

HoTsAUce says:

ask all those who came to play volleyball

HoTsAUce says:

so um candy

HoTsAUce says:

what spaort do u play?

candy says:

*cough*

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

she likes running

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

no sports

candy says:

i'm not really the sporty type

HoTsAUce says:

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

candy says:

actually i'm kinda of balls

HoTsAUce says:

so what do u do?

HoTsAUce says:

balls

candy says:

NOT THAT KIND!

HoTsAUce says:

oh ma bad

candy says:

get your mind out of the gutter

HoTsAUce says:

i'm out i'm out!!!!

HoTsAUce says:

so i hope ma man here is being nice to u

candy says:

most of the time

HoTsAUce says:

most??

HoTsAUce says:

JERMYN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

what

candy says:

no i'm playin he's always nice

HoTsAUce says:

what did i teach u about chics???

HoTsAUce says:

that's better

HoTsAUce says:

wud have killed your ass

candy says:

he knows what my brothers will do if he isn't

HoTsAUce says:

u have brothers

HoTsAUce says:

how many

HoTsAUce says:

r they older or younger

candy says:

2 older brothers

HoTsAUce says:

yo jermyn better be carefull

candy says:

nah they won't do anything

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

who said

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

they r 27 and 30

HoTsAUce says:

oh ok

HoTsAUce says:

so candy where do u live

candy says:

near community 18

HoTsAUce says:

oh ok

HoTsAUce says:

cool

candy says:

Jermyn i have no clue where you live

HoTsAUce says:

lol

HoTsAUce says:

u wanna go there sometime???

candy says:

yeah and keep him company when his parents aren't home

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I live in East Canotoments (( i really hope he didn't think i was serious))

HoTsAUce says:

yea baby

HoTsAUce says:

u go girl

HoTsAUce says:

yo jermyn don't fail me

HoTsAUce says:

make me proud ((cough))

HoTsAUce says:

all the things i taught u

HoTsAUce says:

ayt

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

wateva u say

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

So what time r u going 2 b at the party

HoTsAUce says:

i'm not going

candy says:

ah... how come?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

not u

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

candy (( i love my new  nickname))

HoTsAUce says:

oops

candy says:

i don't know

HoTsAUce says:

is like a TIS party?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

yeah

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

kind of

HoTsAUce says:

hey what's ur number??

candy says:

mine?

HoTsAUce says:

yup

candy says:

Jermyn i think i forgot it again

HoTsAUce says:

yo jermyn what's it?

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

413827

HoTsAUce says:

okay

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

but she is not at home

HoTsAUce says:

so where r u

HoTsAUce says:

a cafe?

candy says:

dad's office

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

call 2morrow

HoTsAUce says:

okay

HoTsAUce says:

hey guys i gotta run for a while

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

ok

HoTsAUce says:

so candy nice meeting u

HoTsAUce says:

and i'm sure we'll talk later

candy says:

ks

HoTsAUce says:

jermyn later

HoTsAUce says:

be back soon

HoTsAUce says:

1

candy says:

bies

candy says:

he's cool

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

glad u like him

candy says:

yeah, but does he like me

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

yeah he does

candy says:

oh before i forget

candy says:

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

Bf this is my

i'm you're what?

candy says:

Jermyn answer me

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

girlfriend

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

why what is wrong

candy says:

nuttin

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

what is it

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

bcos I didnt say that

 

 HoTsAUce has left the conversation.

 

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I was not scared 2 admit that u were my girlfriend

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

candy

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

r u listening

candy says:

yeah

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

what u thought I was denying u

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

I wouldnt    ((yeah he betta not if he wants to stay potent))

candy says:

promise

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

promise

candy says:

g2g

candy says:

my dad's calling me

I would neva hate on another brother, God is great, the Devil is a muthaf****r says:

bye

candy says:

bye

 

 

Conversation with Jermyn , his bestfriend joins us later in the conversation. Everything in  these: (()) are little comment i added afterwards


Monday, October 18, 2004

I have realized how sickening reading my xanga has become for you guys. I mean the only thing i talk about is Jermyn. Jermyn this and Jermyn that, i like the boy way too much and  I have  got to cool it. He's not that great and I barely know his so there is not point in drooling now. Besides he's going to hurt me in the end so why am I going so far? If  I don't stop now i'm going to fall extra hard, and I don't want that to happen so from now I'm going to bring it down several notches.

                                          Sam



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